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Remembering Freya.

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amyjade · 15/04/2006 18:52

Tommorrow it will a year since my beautiful 19 month old daughter lost her life to Pneumococcal meningitis.
I really don't know how i have survived this far without her. She was my whole world and the child i'd always dreamed of.
How am i supposed to live the rest of my life without her?
They say time is a healer but i don't believe it.
I feel as much pain in my heart now as the moment she left us.

FOR FREYA

Our hearts are filled with memories
The sound of laughter's ring
You've moved on to your final rest
A place where angels sing

A land where flowers never fade
Where little children play
They say true love will never die
We'll meet again some day.

We little knew that day,
God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,
You did not go alone.
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home.

You left us beautiful memories,
Your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you,
You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.


Mummy loves you with every inch of her heart baby girl.xxxxxxxxxxx

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expatinscotland · 15/04/2006 18:54

Amyjade
So many of our hearts go out to you!

Big, big (((HUGS))) to you and yours.

I'm so very sorry.

Sad

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blueteddy · 15/04/2006 18:55

Sad Thinking of you tomorrow amyjade.xxx

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spacecadet · 15/04/2006 18:59

thinking of you amyjade
so very sorrySad Sad

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NomDePlume · 15/04/2006 19:00

Oh amyjade, I'm so very sorry. Wishing you strength to get through tomorrow.

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compo · 15/04/2006 19:03

I hope you do something special tomorrow and look after yourself xxx

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Greensleeves · 15/04/2006 19:06

amyjade, I can't even imagine how it must feel.Sad I will be thinking of you and your little girl tomorrow.xxxx

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LadySherlockofLGJ · 15/04/2006 19:16
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sarahhal · 15/04/2006 19:21

My thoughts are with you AmyJade at such a difficult time xx

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muma3 · 15/04/2006 19:23

thinking of you tmw amyjade.beautiful poem
lots of love your way xxxxxxxxx

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jollymum · 15/04/2006 19:23

Sending you hugs and love and knowing that your little one is watching you and growing safely in a place where she doesn't hurt any more. It isn't right that she's not with you but every time you see a star or a cloud, or see something beautiful think of her and know she's watching you, her Mummy. You will never stop being her Mummy, ever, but one day, maybe you will wake up and it hurts a tiny bit less. Every giggle you hear will be hers, but she will never ever die because your hearts are linked together, forever. You grew her, she is yours and that is something that time will never,ever change. If I could send you healing dust I would send you mountains of it, but I can only send my thoughts and a tiny tear that I shed for your little one. You have shared her with us and we will never forget her either.XXXXX

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NotAnOtter · 15/04/2006 19:28

Sad xxx

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jambuttie · 15/04/2006 19:43

Thinking of you tomorrow
))))))))))))HUGS((((((((((((((((

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Mercy · 15/04/2006 19:53

I've looked at this twice now and still can't think of anything to say. As GS says, I can't even begin to imagine how you feel.

Will be thinking of you and Freya tomorrow.

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Marina · 15/04/2006 20:15

Amyjade, I think Freya would be very proud of you for being strong enough to help a campaign for the introduction of Prevenar in the UK, while mourning so deeply. Mums joining Mn now will benefit from your courage and determination and it's a fitting tribute to your much loved, darling little girl.
We will be at Easter Sunday Communion and will light a candle for Freya. That is a lovely poem, so many of us are thinking of you. XXX

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foundintranslation · 15/04/2006 20:29

Thinking of you too amyjade. I too will say a prayer tomorrow in memory of your beloved little girl.
:(

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Yorkiegirl · 15/04/2006 20:52

you and Freya are in our prayers amyjade.

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winnie · 15/04/2006 20:55

AmyJade, I am so sorry. I too don't believe time is a healer I just think one accepts a very, ever-present absence :( your poem is lovely. I will thin k of you both tomorrow.

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Nemo1977 · 15/04/2006 20:57

amyjade
Saying a prayer for beautiful little Freya and thinking of you,your partner and your other little girls. It must be horrendous and I can not even begin to imagine.

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tribpot · 15/04/2006 20:57

amyjade, lots of love and sympathy from a fellow Junie. Your dd2 is a precious girl indeed. xxx

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kid · 15/04/2006 20:58

Sadthinking of you and your family Amyjade,

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Posey · 15/04/2006 20:58

Thinking of you both, and saying a prayer that you can get through tomorrow. I really don't know what to say, so am sending hugs and I hope some strength to you xxxxx

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dejags · 15/04/2006 21:01

You are in my thoughts.

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madrose · 15/04/2006 21:09

Sad my thoughts and prayers are with you. sending you //[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[hugs]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

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Cadbury · 15/04/2006 21:12

Sad xxxx

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hunkermunker · 15/04/2006 21:17

Sad I cannot imagine how you feel, Amyjade - I often think of you and will be thinking of you tomorrow x x x x

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