I just feel numb
We knew it was coming, the cancer was terminal but he had fought so hard for so long.
I'm in auto drive mode with arrangements etc... Don't want to leave my mum on her own.... This is her soul mate she has lost
I have 5 children and luckily dh as been amazing but I feel guilty for leaving them and then guilty for leaving mum to come and see the kids.
As they eldest of 4 it just seems to fall to me to do it all. Dad asked me to make sure she was ok and I will but I just need to hide away for a bit.
I have a reflexology client tomorrow that I can't really cancel and feel bad for working
Will probably only get on mumsnet infrequently for a while too....
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magnolia74 · 15/11/2012 13:12
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