On the 24th of September my ds5 died of cot death. He was only 13 weeks and 4 days. His funeral was last Wednesday. My arms ache to hold him, everywhere I look his things are there. I miss him so much.
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usualsuspect3 ·
07/10/2012 21:25
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My5boysandme ·
07/10/2012 21:32
I have my dh and parents around. My other ds's are 9,7,5 and 3. I was home alone with the 5 boys when it happened, as dh was away on his 1st ever overnight business trip. I just feel so guilty even though everyone says it was nothing I did. I've been having panic attacks, I can't go upstairs myself, I have to sleep with the light on. I miss Dexter so much 
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07/10/2012 21:47
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