New to this - sat here crying (again!), trying not 2 disturb husband asleep. Found out I was 12 weeks pregnant 3 weeks ago (had put weight gain, sore boobs, sickness etc down to my 'wonky' hormones and weird cycle!).
Delighted & shocked as due to endometriosis was told 3 years ago would never have children. Just 7 days after confirming pregnancy began bleeding and lost baby over weekend. 'All' came away, hospital staff were lovely, told me to try and be 'hopeful' but to bear in mind I was 42 and had fertility problems.
Work have been fantastic & not expected back until I'm ready. Feel that nature has played such a cruel trick on me. I'd grieved when told couldn't have children & was getting on with life. Booked in next year for a hysterectomy!
What do i do now? When can I try again? Was this just a fluke? Feeling so lost, mad, sad & angry that we had one week of joy and now nothing. Husband has tried his best to ofer support but can tell he doesn't know what to say anymore.......Now 16 days but feel like this loss will never go
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cats2 · 10/12/2005 00:56
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