I am finding this so difficult to deal with-Tina(1)
43yrs had head on car crash with joyrider then stroke,Tina(2) 39yrs had breast cancer.
I am finding myself paranoid about death and thinking about it constantly.I know i am fit and well,both parents are still alive aged 77yrs and 76yrs,no cancer or heart disease in the family.
I look at dd and ds everyday and wonder how long i have left...dp was so supportive when they died.
Tina(1) was also my dd godmother and I am executor in her will so still very involved with her death.
I must stop writing this as i am feeling so bloody upset,angry,confused
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notasheep · 03/12/2005 22:04
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