Not sure if I am posting on the right board, but really need to talk.
A very close and wonderful friend had her baby yesterday. I went to see them both this evening. Baby is beautiful and perfect in everyway and I am so, so pleased for friend, and wish her every happiness.
But I am in a real state now. I had a miscarriage in August and I have been feeling so much better in the last couple of weeks. But after seeing my friend in hospital holding and feeding her baby, combined with the fact I should be 20 weeks tomorrow, I am a complete wreck again. I found myself driving back from the hospital, sobbing and begging for my baby back - its like I have gone back tot the same way I was months ago.
Don't get me wrong, I am not "nasty jealous", I don't begrudge my frinds her happiness, in fact I am over the moon for her. But at the same time I am so sad...
Sorry its so long. Just really need to get this off my chest...
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Coathanger · 07/11/2005 22:39
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