Hello I'm new to this site, was hoping I could find some support and help, my little boy is 18 months old now and I've always felt down and useless and like a bad mum ever since he was born. When I breastfed him for the first month I felt like nothing more than a feeding trough/babysitter. I hoped the low mood would go away on its own but it never did and now I've finally gone to my GP and admitted that I need help. I'm on Fluoxetine 20mg/day and it's not working. I'm also getting psychological therapy. When my mood drops I have awful thoughts about not being good enough for him, that he deserves better, and I've even considered letting his dad have him full time (we're not together anymore). At the moment with this heatwave my son is struggling to get to sleep at night and I'm so exhausted after running around after him all day I sometimes end up losing my temper and shouting at him, which then makes him cry and I feel terribly guilty afterwards, which then makes my mood worse. It's a vicious cycle and I need to break it. Is anyone out there feeling anything similar or has been through this that can offer me some advice on how to cope? Thanks for reading
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Sillylass79 ·
24/06/2014 16:08
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