I've got an 8 day old DD, who arrived after a three day induction, 16 hours of labour (drip induced) and an emergency c section. We were both treated for infections and were in hospital for 4 days.
I just feel rubbish. Breast feeding has been a huge struggle, and I can only latch properly on the sofa, not great at 3am. My milk still hasn't come in. I'm feeding for at least half an hour, and then expressing, it all takes about an hour and a half and then it's almost time to start again.
After refusing to settle all night she is sleeping like an angel in her Moses basket in the sitting room. I'm attached to the f*ing pump.
I have massive anxiety about the dog being around the baby, I'm considering rehoming her (but I can't because it would be too awful and I love her, and she is fine, it's my anxiety that is the problem) so she has gone to kennels for a week to help me get things a but more settled.
I have pre-existing mental health problems, and am so worried about how I'm feeling.
DH is back at work on Monday, and I don't know what I'm going to do, he is doing all the nappies and being amazing.
I just want my old life back.
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Beccadugs · 07/03/2014 11:04
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