I first realised it a while ago but it's taken a month for me to admit that there is definitely something wrong with me and a further 2 weeks to speak to my husband about it.
I'm not sure if this is post natal depression or something else. My son is 3 nearly 4 and my daughter is 5 months. It just seems a bit late after birth to still be feeling post natal.
I worry about everything. All the time. I don't like leaving the house without my husband or someone else like a family member or really close with me in case my son tries to run off (he ran off in town October and the police officer that found him reported me for it) so now I'm terrified that if something happens again they'll take my kids away or something. I'm fine going to my mums or my nans, you know people's homes where I know me and the kids are safe but to town or the supermarket, no! I was able to go to the supermarket and put my son in the trolley seat next to the baby seat. But he's really a bit big to go in it anymore and so I'm terrified to take him without him being in a trolley. I have also tried various reins but as soon as they're on he throws himself on the floor and won't move for all the punishment, encouragement or bribery in the world.
Also I literally worry about things like the house catching on fire (to the extent that every power switch in the house must be off at night or if we go out and it drives my husband batty) or if I'm driving home from someone's house at night I panic that the driver behind me will run us off the road and is a murderer or something. And various other extreme worries which I'm sure other parents worry about but I literally think about these things every day and live my life terrified which I'm sure can't be normal...
Does anyone else have this? Is it just a temporary thing?
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Could I have post natal five months after birth?
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jessebuni · 22/11/2012 11:08
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