I have been off for a while now and it is getting worse.
Don't get me wrong I have good days but they are more frequently indifferent or bad. I feel like everything is getting on top of me. I have 2 boys 9 month old who is teething and suffering from bad exzema and 21 month old who is suffering from temper tantrums. I know this is contributing, but I have been like this for a while, it's just getting harder to ignore. I struggle to get to sleep, then struggle to get out of bed. I can barely motivalte myself into doing anything and as a consequence the house is a mess, which makes me more miserable. The stupid thing is if I sit down and rationally think about it all, I know I'm just not managing my time well and if I did a bit each day it would be less messy. I keep loosing my temper when normally I wouldn't and a prime example is today I responded to something on facebook I would have normally just ignored and have upset my brother and sister in law. I'm now sitting here crying with the LO asleep and the eldest upstairs shouting (reluctant to nap).
If i just function and don't think too hard it's ok and I can get everything done and life is ok but I am now starting to think I may suffering from some form of depression. I don't want to waste the Dr's time and thinking about it makes me feel like such a failure. I just don't know what to do.
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Feeline · 23/10/2012 13:32
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