I have the most gorgeous baby - she is six months, smiley and animated and just amazing. But I feel like I can't enjoy my time with her because I am so stressed about other things - money (husband in debt and paying it back so always skint by second week or month, me self employed and having to do bits of work to get by but chasing payments constantly and always worrying). I am breastfeeding and she's not sleeping through the night yet. I haven't had more than a four hour stretch of sleep in the last six months. I am knackered. And I just keep breaking down and crying when I should be looking after my baby. I love being a mum and I love her so much but I cannot seem to relax and enjoy myself because I'm always fretting. Worrying that we won't have enough money to provide for her and scared that I am somehow doing it wrong. I keep making stupid mistakes - she fell off the bed this morning because I turned my back for two seconds. She's fine but I feel terrible about it. I basically feel like I can't do this -be a decent mum, I mean. I don't think I am depressed but wasn't sure which other topic to put this in. I suppose I would just like to hear if anyone feels like this and whether it gets better!
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