I fell pregnant by mistake. I had just got back together with my oh and decided it was a mistake. I was going to finish with him the day I found out I was pregnant. I didn't go through with it. I considered and even booked a termination but cancelled it the day before.
The GP recommended I come off anti depressants which I did. I have been ok but now find myself sinking back into a depression.
My relationship with oh is not good. He annoys me and disappoints me. He is very excited and has been very supportive but I'm just not interested.
I can't say I'm happy or excited about this baby. My family buy and knit clothes for it and I just politely smile not really interested. I just feel so trapped and hate what my life has become. I always saw kids in my future but I'm just not happy. I feel so guilty and bad for feeling like this. I think of all the ladies who can't conceive and I feel like such a cow but I can't snap out of it. I don't know what to do.
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silvachick · 08/07/2012 22:18
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