Where to start....
Made redundant in November, found out I was expecting same month. Partner took all money from saving account to cover hidden debts. Terrible Christmas.
Evicted. Can't pay bills, pawn items to buy food.
Can't afford pram, cot, car seat etc. No family members with old items or to help financially.
Have only ever wanted to be a mum and this whole experience has ruined my pregnancy.
Cry continuously. Council can't help, benefits...not entitled to what you'd think!
Feel suicidal, then guilty. I already love my baby but so scared I won't be able to provide for her. God help us if she refuses to breast feed!
Too scared to see a professional as I think they'll put baby on at risk register and will carry stigma with her as it can be placed on their school and nursery records.
I was a confident, outgoing person and now I'm too scared to speak to anyone. I get really anxious. I don't go out unless I have to. I just don't know what to do.
I have to keep a brave face because people only want to hear how happy and excited you are when you're pregnant.
Please tell me there is light at the end of the tunnel. I want to be me again.
I don't want to be rich or have the big house and posh car. I just want me and baby to be safe and happy.
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