I'm 22 weeks pregnant, have 2 yo DS and 2 step kids (4 &6) and really feeling like I can't cope with this life anymore.
Sometimes I even wonder how I ended up in this situation, I've never wanted 4 kids! Well the step kids are only here at weekend.
Last night I got in a right stress about everything and told DP I can't cope with his kids here every weekend and that I want it to be every other weekend which then led to an argument where in not so many words I said I didn't like his kids.
I feel awful, but at the same time I feel like I'm right in what I'm saying and I sometimes think I'd rather be on my own with 2 kids than have to cope with 2 rather unruley step kids every weekend. I need peace and quiet time.
The thing is when I'm feeling happy I don't really feel like this, it's only when I'm stressed that these feelings come to the surface.
DP just doesn't get why I feel like I can't cope with 4 kids, he's a natural with kids and it's just like water off a ducks back to him but to me it's not so easy.
I think it's not helping that I've been permanently ill during this pregnancy which is now beginning to take its toll on me.
I'm just not sure what to do about it? Do I reside to the fact that I can never be a good step mum and leave DP despite the fact I love him to pieces?
Or how can I make DP understand how I'm feeling? The trouble is cos I'm feeling the way I am I'm struggling to communicate it well to him, I tend to just get upset and say things I don't mean
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missduff · 19/04/2012 09:33
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