My DS is now 5 months and it seems that he prefers my mother to me. My mother has been looking after him a fair bit as I have been really ill with a kidney infection for 3 weeks and I also suffer from epilepsy, so if I have a seizure I'm knocked out for a day maybe 2. I of course am so very thankful for her help but I'm starting to feel very down... I hold DS at times and he's hysterically crying, my mother will take him and he stops. My mother also seems to know what he wants straight away after I've spent 10min trying to comfort him. I'm finding myself becoming increasingly frustrated by this and can feel myself slowly giving up and just saying to my mum "you have him then seeing as he hates me". I'm trying to bond with him but the negativity is so intense. The pregnancy was horrific, I had an EMCS 2 months early so DS spent 3 weeks in nicu. I feel like I was deprived of having the usual bonding experience at the start. I don't know what to do. I love my son and want him to love me. I waited so long to get pregnant after 4 MC's he is my world but its going so wrong.
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feeling distant and almost giving up on DS
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NewYorkBlizzard · 10/01/2012 20:21
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