Hi, I'm not sure how to really start. I am 11 weeks pregnant with my first child, planned and very much wanted. I have been suffering however with severe 'low' spells since I found out I was pregnant. From the moment I found I was a mummy-to-be and the first person told me you can't do or eat something my emotions ran to angry then to complete sobbing. I am not sure that it is depression as I do have good days in between the 'Bridget Jones moments singing into the hair brush'.
My boyfriend has been amazing from the beginning and has been involved as much as I will allow him to be, back rubs, nice meals and compliments as I start to expand from my waist line. He comforts me on the bad days and keeps me smiling on the good days, but even his patients is starting to wear thin.
On the bad day's I can't see the good from anything. Constant guilty failure feeling flows through my blood and nothing and no-one can pick me up. I have suffered on and off with depression since I was 16 and taken anti-d's. I don't want to result to that again, I just feel that maybe knowing that there were others out there that felt like I do, it would comfort a little.
Doe's anyone get the feeling when asked 'you must be so excited, bet you can't wait' to turn around and so actually I'm NOT! I'm scared. Do I need to see a doctor? Sorry to rant on. Thanks for listening.
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11 Weeks pregnant and feeling very low
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Daisydukke · 08/01/2012 00:30
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