Hi Ds is nearly 6 months old and I love him so much. Had a tough birth, very very quick, delivered 10 mins after getting to the hospital, had to sit in the car through full on contractions and feeling like I needed to push on the way to the hospital, to be honest I think I am struggling to get over it, I know you might think it was better to be so quick but I went into shock because it was so intense, still having flashbacks all the time and when I went to the hospital for physio I broke down in the car park and couldn't go in the hospital.
I am also finding it really hard to deal with him growing up, I feel like I have missed so much of his first 6 months, even though I know I haven't, have only been away from him a few times, when we were moving house he went to my mums for 4 hours for two days and when Dp and I went for a meal (3hours when he was in bed anyway) but I feel like he is growing up far too fast and I can't deal with it. He is my second Dc (dd is 9) and I dont remember feeling like this with her.
I am coping fine with everything, take him out, play with him etc but every now and then I just feel so low and don't know what I am doing wrong.
Sorry if this post is one long ramble but I have written it and re written it and if I don't post it now I don't think I will.
Is it normal to feel like this with your second because you know how quickly it goes?
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Icanonlytry · 21/11/2011 11:02
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