I tried to find an appropriate 'baby' section on Mumsnet to post this in but couldn't. I know I'm BU. I know I'm the most awful person in the world for feeling like this.
I love my 2 year old DD completely and utterly. Every moment spent with her is a delight. Having my 5 month old DS has ruined my life and has been a terrible mistake. I had another child despite it being a hard road for us because I didn't want my DD to be alone in life when anything happened to us. But every day my DS has been here has detracted from my DDs life. I'm always messing with him, I never have much time for her. She has speech delay and needs more input from me, probably something else I'm managed to do wrong.
With my 'D'S it has been traumatic birth, intolerances, severe reflux, losing weight, poor feeding. Latest thing is he has absolutely no schedule as I can't get him into one no matter how hard I try. He never naps for more than 20 mins so is constantly tired. He sleeps a bit better at night but I never have more than a 3-4 hour stretch.
I have so many things I want to do with my DD. Her babyhood will soon be gone and she will have missed out on so much. I look at this screaming, miserable thing next to me and I hate him.
How can I fix this apart from give them to someone who actually deserves them?
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OlderMummy1 · 25/07/2014 23:54
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