Sitting here in tears.
Qualified as a teacher last year, went to loads of interviews but didn't get a job, now working but not as a teacher, looking for teaching jobs so I can do my NQT year.
Just come from my sixth or so in 2 months. No job.
I feel utterly useless and shit. I know I can be a good teacher but I can't seem to do a good interview, either my lesson isn't good enough or my student panel isn't good enough or I just lose out to someone who was better.
I am so stressed that I feel sick constantly, I have an uncontrollable twitch in my eye, my digestion is not right and I am constantly tearful. The tearfulness is mostly controllable around other people and I can put on a good front for the interviews.
I have another coming up in a couple of days. I feel sick at the thought.
I'm not sure how much more rejection I can take, its killing me.
What should I do?
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At what point do I just give up on my dream?
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MadamFolly · 30/04/2013 19:51
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