DH and I have been trying for another DC for the best part of a year. No joy.
A lovely friend of mine has been trying for a similar amount of time. She messaged me today to tell me she is pregnant.
God love her she told me first. Of course I went straight back to her to tell her I am thrilled for her. I AM thrilled for her.
Then I cried and cried in a bitter jealous rage. Then DH told me I am insane and a horrid person because I should be happy for her.
I am happy for her, but I am sad and utterly jealous and bitter for me.
Now I feel like a complete cunt. And I may have to cry a bit more, and seethe a bit, and possibly throw myself to the floor and stamp my feet.
I don't know what is wrong with me tbh, I know IABU.
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To have 'The Rage' and hate myself for it.
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GrrrrArrgh · 29/12/2012 01:12
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